Solstice June 2011

It all get's dark from here!  That is how I feel the night of the summer solstice.  If I were in the southern hemisphere, Summer Solstice would be six months back or forward, take your pick.
{I reread this passage, and I think, "What a F*^k'n Virgo!}(needle picking again.)


What I am seeing about me today, the effect of 2011 is the culmination of all that has occurred past and future included.

I have walked the mystic path in my youth,begone highways, game trails, Yaqui-pass pathways....jumped off the cliff of eternity and followed the Master's Path of Centered Energy and Oneness.

Am I that, who knows?

Love or Fear, those are the only two choices...who knows which is correct or not....who knows if both choices garner the same effect and love is the same as fear no different.  Is this the pure unified field energy?

Fertile field of my soul, how is the harvest coming? 

Wars, corruption, infrastructure deteriorating
full steam ahead, opens the way.
Great news for the scam-makers.

I ask myself a question made with simple words, "What is truth?"  Does Truth have varying degrees, different perspectives?  Cultural differences:  symbols & traits.  Who is right?

Is truth in authenticity?  Can't a person authentically tell a lie and be virtuous in conviction to the story of truth?  How is it we think we know the truth?

Intelligence...To know the Truth?  To know the Untruth?

What are the things I know?  For certain, I do not know the things I don't know, and truth is one of them.    

Intelligence | Define Intelligence at Dictionary.com

Intelligence | Define Intelligence at Dictionary.com: "intelligence"

Truth | Define Truth at Dictionary.com

Truth | Define Truth at Dictionary.com: "truth"

old boyfriends

There was a time when I waited.  A time when you were my knight in shining armor.  Manufacturing a rescue in my day-dream fantasies, I wanted to portray, to you, me the victim.  The damsel in distress of my own making.  I wanted to be rescued from myself.  I wanted you as my Savior.


Twenty years ago....that time when I waited.  Now, I am too old to be a damsel, and my only distress comes from a dragon called Debt.  The role of victim examined, I have less fear and more compassion.  I have done just fine without you in my life.

Now, you ask if I will be your friend, and I start to fall down a rabbit hole of emotion.  Opening up my heart full throttle, splay open all that I am for you, to be the Savior of your Sorrow.........then I say, "Wait a fucking minute!"  





  

Sun dog - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Sun dog - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

While driving to work this morning, I saw a sundog to my right of the sun. I looked at the clouds to the left certain a sundog could possibly be on the left. It was. How fortunate indeed!

laugh
until the medicine runs out